Me You And The Moon

And you will find yourself kissing this boy, probably in the back seat of his car. It's going to be messy because your scared. It's going to be hands crawling on places they should only caress. You will not giggle you will not smile. You will think youre special because it's your first time, but the only thing you will ever be to him is pretty. Darling, you are so much more than pretty. And it's going to be a secret kept only for nights cramming yourself into boys mouths where you don't belong.  

And you will find yourself kissing this boy. And it will be you and him in the backseat of anywhere. It's going to be messy because your nervous. It will be hands caressing, and fingertips touching. And you will be giggling and smiling. And you will know you're special, because he shows you that you are. And darling he thinks you're pretty, but he also thinks you're brilliant and strong. And it's going to be a secret whispered from lip to lip and palm to palm for nights when the moon holding the both of you needs to be the both of you holding each other. 

And you will probably break up. 

But that doesn't make it any less real.